If a flower sheds down before it blossoms, If the stars bid goodbye before the dawn, If the air stops blowing before it touches the soul and If a soul leaves the world before it experiences the beauty of life ....
The skyline walks through the wary of faded grief !!
It is heart depressing to hear any news of death and it is bitter when any young soul leaves the world. Would like to post a picture of Talia Joy here as she was the iconic braveheart who fought with cancer and before she died, she gave this world a beautiful message of staying happy. She is no more and like her many cancer patients die everyday, every moment and that is so grieving.
R.I.P all the cancer living and non living bravehearts.
I daily see them and cuddle them and play with them on the was to my office, rather I should say I used to till today evening. They were three cute tiny stray puppies accompanied with their innocent eyed, feared, alert caring mother doggy. But today while coming back from office something happened which left me unspoken for a few seconds and then brought tears... One of the three was killed by a car and it was lying down on the street as dead. But unaware of the fact that her baby has died, the mother doggy was still trying to compensate the pain of the puppy by licking the wound of its head.It was silent and still.. I was stunned and still heartbroken.. Want to ask only.. Can't you drive safe and save a mute creature ?? What was the hurry..
I am sad to loose my baby and attraction of evening. R.I.P brown baby !! May your other siblings get their life safe
I expressed my grief on the day you bid good bye to this world.I didn't write much as I didn't get much to write on except showing my sorrows and praying for a peaceful journey ahead. Today when media highlighted your last note of six pages,I could feel your pain and could see you going through the trauma.Readers don't think I am over-expressing or showing my grief in a theatrical manner.I would like to quote those words,letters of pain here again.... "I don't know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I've already lost everything. If you're reading this I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me everyday. These days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I've never given so much of myself to someone or cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies. It didn't matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you. I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely the pain you have caused me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my soul. I can't eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from everything. The career is not even worth it anymore. When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don't know why destiny brought us together. After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you. So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I chose to ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me. I never went out, I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. I never met anyone with Karthik I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly. No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood. Things were looking up for me here, but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of heartbreak when the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens to hit you or cheats on you telling other girls they are beautiful or throws you out of their house when you have no where to go and you've come to them out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in their car. Or disrespects their family. You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents. You tore my soul. I have no reason to breathe anymore. All I wanted was love. I did everything for you. I was working for us. But you were never my partner. My future is destroyed my happiness snatched away from me. I always wished the best for you, was ready to invest what little money I had in your betterment. You never appreciated my love, Kicked me in the face. I have no confidence or self esteem left, whatever talent whatever ambition you took it all away. You destroyed my life. It hurt me so much that I waited for you for ten days and you didn't bother buying me something.
The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply. You destroyed my Christmas and my birthday dinner when I came back. When I tried my hardest to make your birthday special. You chose to be away from me on Valentines Day. You promised me once we made it to one year we would get engaged. All you want in life is partying, your women and your selfish motives. All I wanted was you and my happiness you took both away from me. I spent money on you selflessly you would throw in my face. When I would cry for you. I have nothing left in this world to live for after this. I wish you had loved me like I loved you. I dreamt of our future. I dreamt of our success. I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again. I am nothing. I had everything. I felt so alone even while with you. You made me feel alone and vulnerable. I am so much more than this." courtesy : Times of India I know everyone has read it since the day and many of us have been busy in talking about her,criticizing her.Even I did,I discussed,my co-leagues discussed,some critics criticized her about blaming somebody before leaving the world.Some thoughts did arise in my mind.No,I am not being a diplomat or not going to judge who did right and who did wrong.I am nobody in that case to judge.But I probably could see a normal next door girl's love story and commitment in this letter.I could never think of you and your loyalty until I would read this.Every line of this letter tells a story of any common girl's love story. Jiah ... You loved, you gave your everything , you trusted , you believed , you saw about your happy future and you faced betrayal.You saw your tears loosing their values.You saw your lover cheating on you,You faced everything which you had never expected. We,the aam citizens firmly believe you,the Bollywood celebrities or the page3ites of glamour world forget and sacrifice all your emotions of normal people or hide them somewhere to survive at the career ladder especially a girl like you who had always appeared as a bold girl.But you were not among them.You were not in that rat race.Rather than that,you completely focused on someone special and a life with that person.Many girls do that and face the same betrayal too.You were lonely inside and I am sorry for that.You were not my favorite or in my like list.But your letter has put me into so much of grief.I should not comment on this but Jiah you were too young to sacrifice your life.Enough you had sacrificed before.You could live for you and your nearest people.I know betrayal is very rude and harsh to bear and I too understand the state of mind you were going through and the guts you gained to take this step,but Jiah .... Life is much precious to live and to get as a gift.You could live.That's all I can't write much.. May your soul rest in peace and find the a peaceful place where no worries,no fear will follow you ever.
Didn't think that I would write an article again under this tag.You were not my hot favorite nor you were my one of the best.But still it did hurt when got the news of your death.You were of my age group.You were too young to lose your life JIAH.. I have no idea in which state of mind u did this & yes I should not comment on this too. May your heart and soul rest in peace.... R.I.P Jiah Khan
No I am not going to write much about him.Neither I will write on his noted works nor about today's accidental incident nor his criticized and much controversial part of living.Just would like to say "may your soul rest in peace".Indian cinema industry especially Bengali film industry is going to miss you and your movies which we might have been able to watch in later days. R.I.P Rituporno Ghosh.. You were one of my favorite directors of all time whose work has always attracted me to watch and you were the first one to make me understand what an ART film is ?? I was deeply shocked and still mourned by this news.
Blossoming Bud ... That's all I can call her as... She was sweet , innocent , youngest and kiddish actress Bollywood ever had in it's lifetime.She is the eternal Saat Samundar girl Divya Bharati.Today is her 39th Birthday.
She was spontaneous,she was lovely,her smile was like piece of sugar.Her husky,quite strong voice with innocent throws of each dialogues hid her strong attitude.she was brave,she was happy go lucky,she was bubbly and joyous,fun loving girl real and reel life too,she knew to lead her life on her own ways.I was a small kid when she was in Bollywood.But I can clearly remember her craze and all hit tracks of her.But was very small to understand her death.It was 1993 when she left us and the Bollywood that too in a tragic mysterious way.Let's not hurt her soul by talking about her death mystery.All kids of 90's who grew up listening her hit tracks and girls like me shook legs with Saat Samundar can never forget her.And the then youngsters ,I really can not say about you people.It must had been a sudden shock for you all especially guys who were true fan for her beauty and innocence. Sometimes I think if she would have lived at present, many beauty queens had to do really hard job to climb up the ladder in Bollywood during 1990's.Because the time she left us, she was sitting in Queen's cathedra. Unfortunate she was,she had to leave her dreams,career and life at the age of only 19...
Wish she could celebrate her birthday like other heroines of her age do.But for past 20 years nobody has seen her and in future no one will see her too...Because on 5th April,1993 she left us.Two decades are over but she is in my heart,in your heart and in Bollywood's heart too.Bollywood is making so many Biopics.Would really love if someone tries on her story too.We would love to see.
In her memory I would like to share some unseen rare video clips of her.
She in one of her interview
Saat Samundar
Hes Scenes of Laadla which were unfinished
And here are some vidoes by her parents... To know more about her you must watch these videos
Here are some of my favorite tracks of her.
Aisi deewangi
Dil Cheer Ke dekh
Dil Kya kasoor
And many more are there.Readers who all are reading this post and getting nostalgic and going back in 90's era,for them would like to say thanks for paying a small tribute by
reading this and by remembering her.
May her soul Rest in Peace. Love you Divya.. You were , you are and you will always be remembered by everyone of us. Happy Birthday Divya.
Today I am gonna write about
the personality whom I love from the bottom of the heart,whose song and
mesmerizing voice always make my legs to groove up,the one and only The Nazia Hassan,The Disco Sensation of late 80's when I wasn't in this world also.Don't you people miss her when you listen The Disco song from the movie "The Student of the Year" ???I do miss her a lot..Sometimes I get angry too as only few lines had been mixed up or just because I think there was no need to remix the original song Disco Deewane[this itself is so groovy]...Anyways folks here I am just gathering my love towards of The Late Nazia Hassan.
Nazia Hassan
Nazia with her brother Zohaib Hassan
Already I have written a short note about her once, before few months in this post. When I was a kid ,defintinely didn't have any idea about her and her songs.But the remixed songs of Nazia used to come up in TV channels especially Sueprhit Muqabla in DD National.Boom Boom -the Biddu Experience and Disco Deewane revisited by Sagarika ... First person to tell me that those songs are originally of Nazia was my mother.. Got to know she was a big fan of Nazia and had all collections of Nazia Hassan.Then more hit songs like Aankhein Milane wale came up with a remixed version.. But was still a small girl to have all those power of attorney to gain a huge collection of her songs.. But before 4 years when I was big enough to have my own music collection,collected all her albums,solo and duet with her lil brother Zohaib Hassan.. Did research on her biography and her musical journey from her brother's website and defintiley some blogs and wikipedia..Got to know about Biddu,the musical star behind this Superstar..Watched her videos online.I have all of her videos with me.. If you guys want to know more about her biography then read this.
The Innocent Nazia Hassan with Kishor Kumar
Whenever I listen her voice,I go back to 1980's and can feel the aura of the disco sensation,the rhythmic era of Music..How people used to be and enjoy the Disco Mania with grooving shoulders and legs...Her songs are still so modern and catchy that it can attract anyone's mind easliy..And really have to praise her beauty and Fashion Sense..She could be a Heroine easily.I think that's why all the album directors used to feature her in the videos.So Here I am gonna list my favourite songs of Nazia Hassan..
Biddu
1.Disco Deewane 2.Aap Jaisa Koi 3.Boom Boom (meadle) 4.Lekin mera Dil 5.Aankhein Milane wale 6.Camera 7.Khushi 8.Dil Mera Kehta Hain 9.Aao na Pyaar Karein and other tracks of Zohaib Hassan ... khubsoorat,Ooie Ooie,Jaana(from the movie star) are my all time favourite songs..
I wonder How beautiful she was
And videos which I enjoy most are here below ....
Aankhein Milane Wale
Disco Deewane feat Zohaib Hassan
Lekin Mera Dil
Boom Boom from Movie Star-1982
Dum Dum Dee Dee
Hope you all guys will watch these videos and shake your legs up with these groovy tracks and enjoy this Husky,Nasal and the most unique voice of Late Nazia Hassan.I really feel sad for her and pitty for us as we have lost this talented pop singer before 12 years .. She could have sung more hits for Pop Industry...
"Phool Khilte Rahein
Hawa Chalti Hain
Log Milte Rahe
Lekin ....."
bas ek hi Nazia Hassan the, aur rahenge
We miss you Nazia and your eternal,husky,mesmerizing voice
