Wednesday 15 December 2021

In Search for Infinity

Have you ever sensed the longing for infinity ? Something that is so far beyond your reach but you cherish to gaze at them right from the distant. It is not specifically about any material or any wish, it's just the search of something which is very far. Something that would never come back or would be never be nearer. 

How do you feel when you gaze at the sky full of stars, or if you try to look for a trail of mountain or hill with naked eye ? How does it feel when a train goes by from far and you just see moving bogies in a blink of eye. It makes me calm. I always wonder about the people who are there at those places whom I am never going to meet or may be would meet. The feeling of void inside the mind during these tiny moments are haunting. 

When I was in hostel almost 12 years back, I had my own comfort zone which was hidden from others. A dark corner of hostel terrace from where I could gaze at small houses by the next paddy field, and seeing the people doing their household chores made me happy every time. Right now where I am living, there are some slums nearby. The kids play without E-devices just like I used to play or anyone from our generation did. They make me happy. They play with puppies, tiers and something or the other.  From the top floor they look tiny altogether but last weekend I spotted all the girls dolled up well with nice dresses and were playing with each other with joy. The Simplicity of longing for something which is far and which is never going to be with me is pleasing :) 

I don't know how many years it had been that I have opened this editor to scribble here. Is anyone here from my old readers ? If anyone is reading, just ignore. This was my ultimate space for rambling things. I am doing the same. It's just felt to write down quickly. 

Good night



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